dɪˈspɛː/Submitnounthe complete loss or absence of hope."a voice full of self-hatred and despair"
Wine. Coffee. Water.
Inevitably captures and drowns my soul
To a frightening new world
A somber reminder of my own
Utter detachment to another dimension
Forever haunted by a single dream
Frustrated with the vast offerings
Glimpses of could- and might-have-beens
Only to be awaken by what the present brings
My heart throbs obnoxiously
As if to banish all the masks I'm wearing
Deafen by my own cries to the heathen gods
Abandoned by sense, science and logic
Standing naked into the abyss
Drowning myself into oblivion
Can anyone save me?