Despair. Wine. Coffee. Water.

despair 

dɪˈspɛː/Submitnounthe complete loss or absence of hope."a voice full of self-hatred and despair"

Wine. Coffee. Water.

Silence 
Inevitably captures and drowns my soul 
To a frightening new world 
A somber reminder of my own 
Utter detachment to another dimension 

Sleepless 
Forever haunted by a single dream 
Frustrated with the vast offerings 
Glimpses of could- and might-have-beens 
Only to be awaken by what the present brings 

Palpitate 
My heart throbs obnoxiously 
As if to banish all the masks I'm wearing 
Deafen by my own cries to the heathen gods 
Abandoned by sense, science and logic 

Nothingness 
Standing naked into the abyss 
Drowning myself into oblivion 
Can anyone save me? 
Will you?